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Jen'ari

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  1. I’ve not been on here for a while, I’ve been struggling with depression rearing it’s head again for the entire year not to mention anxiety. At times I feel like the only reason I haven’t given up hope is because of my two amazing daughters they’ve been the only thing keeping me on a slightly even keel in a sea of despair and negativity, not to mention my wife, she has been so supportive and understanding and all I can feel is I’ve been a disappointment to her.
  2. Hello, sorry I've been quite busy, both Mini Siths are doing well, Mini Sith 2 is starting teething though :(.
  3. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3xZmlUV8muY
  4. An Anthony Jackson vibe is no bad thing to aim for!, my favourite bass player is Peter Hook . You’ll have it nailed in a few months I’m sure . Speaking as someone who’s played guitar and piano for over 20 years I don’t think you ever stop learning, learning an instrument is an incredibly rewarding,sometimes frustrating experience and I hope you enjoy it and wish you the best of luck with it, it can also be quite an expensive past time, I dread to think of the amount I’ve spent on guitars, amps and effects over the years.
  5. Sorry to hear about your heartache, I hope you are feeling a bit better now . I’m glad you’re enjoying starting out with the bass, I always get teased by my friend who plays it when I play his because I use a pick and he makes fun of me for playing it like a guitarist, which is kind of expected but he finds it funny nonetheless. Hopefully we’ve got the next Flea in the making!. I have to do some instrument tinkering this weekend, I’ve got a Stratocaster which has started developing a habit of snapping the high E string ALL the time .
  6. Aw Buck don’t feel too sad about not getting those jobs, I think you are perfect to be a teacher!. My gran very kindly has taken the kids for the weekend, well she was overjoyed to spend some time with them, other mrs Sith has also booted her sister out for the Weekend so we have the house to ourselves for two whole days, last night I had a full,uninterrupted 8 hours sleep AND I got breakfast in bed, I feel very special and spoiled right now, it has been a nice lift for my mental health too.
  7. China is not having much luck at the moment, first Covid and now they’re concerned about a plague outbreak. I know this is mostly media overhype and it isn’t a huge threat like it was 100s of years ago due to the advent of antibiotics and much more sanitary living conditions but it’s still not good!.
  8. I went running again today and I do feel a bit better for it . I can sing ok and have no trouble hitting those notes, they’re actually easier than lower register ones for me, I just can’t sound as good as him .
  9. We’re ok at the moment, the kids are keeping us busy and I’m having good and bad days but getting through. I managed to get motivated enough to go for a run yesterday which helped my mood and today I felt in the mood to do some music practice which I haven’t for a while, I’ve got a new lullaby to work on for mini Sith 2, sadly I can’t sing that well though .
  10. Agreed, I’d like to add Deadwood to your list too.
  11. Are you referring to the Sarah Connor Chronicles?, I really enjoyed that show and was so annoyed when it got cancelled early, although it did work out quite well for Lena Heady!
  12. She’s pretty amazing, sometimes I wonder why she puts up with me. She thinks the same and that I should go and see someone which I’m hopefully going to do in the next couple of weeks. Today has actually not been as bad, I’ve had less negative emotions and had a lovely walk in the countryside with mrs & mini Siths. Thank you , I’m going to start trying to find a suitable therapist this week. I’m really sorry to hear this, I hope he makes a fast and full recovery. I can’t really offer any advice other than to be there for him as much as possible, it’s going to be emotionally tough on you as well as him. I sincerely hope he recovers and doesn’t deteriorate quickly at all, as someone who lost their dad way too early all I can say is treasure every moment, it wasn’t the same situation with him though it was sudden and unexpected, but 14 years on I still miss him terribly. Best wishes to you both.
  13. Thank you for your kind advice . She does know, me and her have always been very open with each other and talked through things, she’s been incredibly supportive and brilliant but I feel like I can’t always tell her everything I’m feeling and thinking so want to see a professional and work through things.
  14. I guess sharing on here might help a little. I suffered from absolutely crippling depression in my late teens until I was about 20/21, since then I’ve had it under control, met my amazing wife and have had two beautiful,amazing children who I love with all my heart and are one of the few things that puts a smile on my face at the moment. I don’t know if it’s because of the lockdown but I’ve felt that horrible dark cloud rearing it’s head over the last few weeks and resent myself for even feeing this way because I should be so happy at the moment and I’m just feeling a lot of things from the past, I’m going to find someone to talk to now that lockdown is lifting and work through things.
  15. There is one bit of RoS that is one of my favourites of all the films, the rest of it though . In fact they should have let me do the plot for that film, it would have been like the red wedding for the alliance , except BB-8, I like him too much.
  16. Oh I can’t not have my hot water bottle near me, yes sister in law has quite recently turned 28 and mrs Sith will be 33 this year. I don’t really get the appeal of dating guys that are bad boys it’s only going to end up going wrong!, I’m just filing this bad boy attraction thing under-straight girls are strange . Things are calmer at home now thankfully. I’ve been putting a brave face on things a bit recently because I’ve been feeling quite low and drained emotionally, if I’m being honest with myself I think my depression is rearing it’s head again a little, the mini Siths always manage to put a smile on my face though but I think I’d benefit from talking to someone again when I’m able to.
  17. All I really want is cuddles and a hot water bottle right now but I have an energetic toddler to look after, baby is asleep at the moment. Sister in law isn’t really a kid person, she likes the mini Siths but she is terrified of having to look after them and doesn’t want kids herself-so she says at the moment anyway. I do feel bad for her and the breakup but she really should start dating nicer guys rather than going for the bad boy type who do classy things like sleep with another girl behind your back, I think she’s right to leave him though and have self respect. It’s kind of funny really because out of them both the gay one was the first to give her parents grandkids, she’s also the most awesome mum ever.
  18. I like most of them, those two are my favourites though.
  19. I’m kind of ok and kind of not, sister in law is staying again for a while because she split up with her bf and it all ended with her storming out and now she’s upset, her and other mrs Sith were having a heated discussion this morning and I came in with mini Sith 2 thinking she would want to see her new niece but she wasn’t much interested at all which is kind of , I think emotions are just running high at the moment, we’ve both not had nearly enough sleep and we’ve both gotten a visit from Mother Nature at the same time, the last thing we needed on top of all that was a visit from a dramatic sister in law too!.
  20. Wouldn’t serving customers cocaine in a restaurant be rather counter productive as it would ruin their appetite . I don’t tend to drink colas or soft drinks much, usually I stick to water, when I do have one, San Pelligrino Lemon or Blood Orange every time! .
  21. I know you posted this a while ago but I hadn’t seen it, that really sucks, I hope your mum is ok now and that your sister has a personality transplant .
  22. Yes I was referring to Jodie Comer, she plays the part very well,absolutely mental but funny at the same time. I liked some of the scenes with Fiona Shaw and her daughter they were great.
  23. My wife says her accent is really good, she was surprised the actress is English!.
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