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Vin

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  1. Hello I've read a couple of pages and although I'm no through reading I can see that this has helped you folks and that makes me feel happy for you also sad to know that you still have struggles but I suppose it's just the nature of these issues to take time and be persistent . Anyway I'm not sure if what I'm feeling is an actual thing but I suppose it couldn't hurt for me to talk about it since it's been on my mind and the more I think about it the more petty and silly I seem to myself but here goes . I have huge difficulties making emotional connections with people . I'm not anti social or anything, on the contrary I have many social relations whom I regularly join in social activities , we invite each other to meals , go out to events , participate in sports ...etc. friends , normal friends and I have good relationships at work with my colleagues some of which I consider friends ...which all seems fine and dandy but the issue is that I don't really feel deeply about any of them , I enjoy their company ,otherwise I wouldn't do it but I just don't really feel connected to them or that I care much ... like I know this is callous but the best way I can put it is that if they all disappeared tomorrow I wouldn't really blink . I'd be like "huh , unfortunate . " The deepest relationship I have outside of my parents(who I don't really count considering I see them like twice a year ) is with my dog (I'd kill for him lol ) and I really don't like this emotional isolation. It feels like I'm missing out on a huge part of life . I want to have deep and meaningful relationships with people but I don't seem to be able to do it no matter how hard I try . I haven't really considered professional help as a serious option because this always seemed like a trivial thing that I thought I'd get past but seeing as I'm getting older now ( I'm 27) and haven't seen much improvement( some deterioration actually) I believe I should look into it . I dunno what this rant really is but I'm guessing I just wanted to let off so thanks for giving me the space to do so .
  2. As long as it feels fuzzy and warm on the inside . I actually have a friend who laughs like Santa ,just goes ho ho ho lol
  3. Mine is like a chest rumble ... it feels weird when I think about it .
  4. Vin

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    That's a seriously creepy one but I really enjoyed it too . The animation style contrasts so weirdly with the gore bit it works . If you like creepy horror stuff you should check out monster . Everyone should check out monster ,this is just shameless advertising . It's criminal that the series isn't as popular as it is good .
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