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What grinds my gears is when you got a moth in your house and you need to get him gone by isolating the moth on a surface and then covering it with a glass/cup and then sliding a magazine under the opening to the cup to cover it which means you get to take it outside. I mean it's really annoying to have the moth in the house, but the fact of the matter is it's just not family or friend and has to go.

I used to go to Chipotle alone to try to meet a guy. BUT, the conclusion is because the fucking food there is reallllly hard on my stomach I cannot go there anymore. It's hurt me many times to the point of cramps. I will have to meet someone a little bit more intelligently.

"The bird fights it's way out of the egg. The egg is the world. Who would be born must first destroy a world. The bird flies to God. That God's name is Abraxas." Taken from Hermann Hesse's Demian

I am on the verge of a breakthrough, I think sometimes. I believe I have such a demand in my heart for there to be something better than this. Because I am doing moderately so good it's unbelievable, I can sit back and watch all the great shit happen to me. I have hope. Since I'm trying to play nice with the people who interact with me, I may assume that I am going to come into some good fortune soon. I'm making leaps and bounds happen and I cannot wait to live to tell the tale. There is no way that I am going to race down any of those old roads because this is important to my parents, family, and sister as well. I have on my hat of being in a better mood and also being more stable and this hat I may wear is no disguise. My future is open wide and I like it like that because I can feel good again about life in general. I am lucky I can pull my pants up high and be a big girl. I am very glad at the way my life is going.

Days of the Ring (feat. Annie Lennox performing "Into the West") <<<<From the Lord of the Rings trilogy

We had beef stir fry.

I'm turning 31 in July. I'm young at heart, and the more I under-acknowledge "getting older" I make a fool out of myself. I don't do much on Facebook, a selfie sometimes, and I have a hard time trying to use my cell phone.

I had leftover lasagna and garlic bread.

We had enchilada casserole and pinto beans. I snacked on queso Tostitos and some refried beans just moments ago.

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams" -- Dr. Seuss "You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough" -- Mae West "I solemnly swear that I am up to no good" -- J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban "We accept the love we think we deserve" -- Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

We had hamburgers, tater tots, and breaded okra. I absolutely love when we have hamburgers!

It’s been ‘a lite jacket’ sort of weather. The weather app shows that it’s supposed to be in the 60’s and I want it hotter. Supposed to rain too. I never like it cold or cool. Never! I like warm weather and a sunny disposition. None of this Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs bullshit.

Bjork / Hidden Place

We had hot links, fried potatoes, and mustard potato salad. Plus pickles.

I have this book called Survival of the Prettiest: The Science of Beauty by Nancy Etcoff, and two books on near-death experiences called Blessings in Disguise: Another Side of the Near-Death Experience by Barbara R. Rommer MD and Lessons from the Light by Kenneth Ring PhD, and The Politics of Women's Bodies: Sexuality, Appearance, and Behavior. All from a used bookstore