Theda Baratheon

I’m so god damned hyped for this you don’t even K N O W except you probably all do ahah

Sounds fun !

I didn’t get the job but it is what it is! I need to work on my MA anyway!

Oh I’m going for coffee lol. I dunno when exactly but I made sure he knew I was up for that and if nothing comes from it in the next couple weeks I’ll ask him myself lol.

Why do you feel shame? And why the born again virgin thing if you want to flirt? I’m trying to be respectful because it’s been about six years since Ive had sex. I’ve fooled around a bit over the years with a couple people but that’s it. I never really dated or had boyfriends much in school either but I don’t think it’s shameful. I kind of want a “ho” phase lol. I have some kind of invisible wall or block that I put around myself and I think if I broke it down then dating and having sex would just become easier and easier. Do you want to have sex with this person? Or not at all? Sorry not trying to pry just interested. Anyway, someone I really fancy asked me to get coffee and now I’m like shiiiiiit because any kind of intimacy terrifies me and I’m like a rabbit in the headlights and I just run away from it. I do this every time but it has to stop soon. I’m kind of...frustrated most of the time lol. Sometimes I feel like some kind of pervert when I fancy someone but I need to stop thinking that way especially as my fantasies are like the most tame shit ever lol. I’m finally at a point where I’m looking good as well. I can dance all night, I’m getting fit, I look okay. Just want someone to want me at this point!!! I’m being wasted lol!! Need to get the practise in or I’ll be useless forever and never meet anyone

Feeling good lately. Tired. Always tired but so much healthier and fitter than I have been in a long time. Had some cracking best of moments in my life recently. Finished a wicked job, made some great, true friends, had a fantastic end of season party at said job, won the fancy dress competition there hahaha. Had a job interview today that I feel went really well...fingers crossed I get it...I still have a bad habit of picking some of my scalp from stress which I know is gross but it’s a coping mechanism...need to work on that. And need to finish MA. But life seems to be okay right now. Full of possibilities. Becoming best version of myself and spreading positivity and joy to people I think

I had to google it also (m) but I’m not a big eater of sweets, I like chocolate but not sweets so much...they don’t look very nice.

Girl you know I appreciate a spooky pun, you’re just creeping it real as a Hallow-queen

Im drinking wine in a boiling hot bubble bath listening to my crush’s podcast so another day of self care for me lmao

Technically it was part of my job but today got to clean some 17th century English civil war armour which was...badass. Loved it. Think that was self care as well

Well I just got all dressed up as a vengeful forest witch for the hell of it and I think that counts as self care

Went for a coastal walk/run today and explored some hidden beach coves. That was lovely.

Binge watch tv shows, go for a run. Smash red velvet cake into my mouth whilst I guzzle down a bottle of schloer like some kind of faux-posh goblin, do a full face of makeup and then wipe it all off, record an episode of my podcast, make plans with friends. Eat a whole box of Cadbury’s chocolate fingers...go for a coastal walk. Lately it’s been a lot of the eating and less of the moving...

YEah me thinks that was a saucy French addition in the 18th century or something probably. But quite creepy! Would be cool to see in a horror movie now really.

No I haven’t read it! I’m so behind on so many books tbh! Will be glad when this MA is over so I can read again for fun lol! And yeah because whilst each place has its own unique spin on things I do love the fact that people in general are more similar than different!