First of My Name Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 So....I had a strange dream last night. All I vaguely remember is that my biodad was there belittling my mom and I was sent to get more alcoholic beverages. I hunted around the bar to find the pumpkin brew in 8 oz cans that my oldest brother was hiding from me. When I returned, everyone was older and I was suddenly on a dance floor VERY HAPPY, but I could hear them talking about me...and they said 'Poor thing...if she only knew that with every dance came Death'. So I am of two minds in interpreting this dream...the Danse Macabre (All Men Must Die) or death=change. Sorry...I don't usually ask for this kind of advice, but this summer has been turbulent with change in all of my aspects. I would like to know what those that hear from me daily think :)It might have something to do with you being a nurse, and thus being close to death/dying people in your daily life. I doubt it has more meaning beyond that, but if we go deeper, we'll arrive at something similar to what Lany said. Or maybe those people are commenting on the fact that, despite being so close to death, you continue to dance your dance of life, while people around you are robbed of the opportunity to do so. If that's the case, maybe a part of you feels some sort of survivors guilt, and your subconsciousness expresses that fact? :dunno: I'm no expert though. Never! :fencing: I still owe you revenge :devil:Not that you'll ever get it :devil: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
N/A Posted August 22, 2014 Author Share Posted August 22, 2014 Hello all and goodnight!I'd post more but right now I'm an emotional wreck, nobody gives a damn and I'll end up saying shit I don't really wanna say.This thread was mentioned elsewhere so I came to check it outValar Morghulis ladies and lords, knights, squires and w.ehey welcome :grouphug: sorry , i'm rusty , haven't hugged anything but a pillow for a while :/ Thanks for the warm reply :)Well I hate to be negative on my first day here but there really is little for me to be happy about right now. However if I want things to change then sitting around moping isn't gonna change my life, I need to work hard for that.Also, I don't have friends, and sometimes that makes me sad and makes me wonder why I don't. Anyway it's 12am and I need my beauty sleep so see y'all later :) see i don't recall making another account :idea: i know what you mean , but good attitude indeed. fefe, i want you to be ready tomorrow , it's a bit unorthodox but i really see it working out well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
First of My Name Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 You're making me curious fefe :) I'll be ready. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RhaenysBee Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 I doubt there'll be enough left of her body to hold a funeral :lol:Seriously though, I don't know whether she'll survive or not. She's a recurring character, I could go either way and it wouldn't affect the plot. Maybe if let me win the next race I'll let her live :P Oh winning the next race... :lol: If the woman knew what a thin string her life depends on :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DreamSongs Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 First and Lany...you are both right :) Maybe much of it was my stress over the trauma course...and I have been trying to focus more on my spirituality over the past couple of weeks. * :grouphug: * Tater! i need to find some food :P edith.... I am Eowyn! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
First of My Name Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 Nvm Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DreamSongs Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 even if I don't have an irish/gaelic/scottish keyboard.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
First of My Name Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 Oh winning the next race... :lol: If the woman knew what a thin string her life depends on :DIt's been decided. If I win the next race, she'll survive. If not... :devil:Bex, why are you Eowyn? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DreamSongs Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 Is OK Rhae...we have string bikinis from the 70's, and thongs from 2000 on. WE WILL CONQUER! especially since priapism is a sign of vasodilation and possible brain damage. STAHP! Make the knowledge go AWAY! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RhaenysBee Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 It's been decided. If I win the next race, she'll survive. If not... :devil:Bex, why are you Eowyn? Poor woman! :rofl: Cough. Not that I don't have faith in your victory, my dear FoMN :D Is OK Rhae...we have string bikinis from the 70's, and thongs from 2000 on. WE WILL CONQUER! especially since priapism is a sign of vasodilation and possible brain damage. STAHP! Make the knowledge go AWAY! :lol: Here's the what's more likely game: that your bikini string gets torn on the beach or that you win a tttne race? :D :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DreamSongs Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 Because First, when my oldest, ruling brother took me to play golf, I only played through the 4th hole. At the 4th hole was a horse pasture with retired ponies that wanted wanted apples, sugar cubes and petting. The 4th hole was my experience of being a princess and being Eowyn until the 18th hole when Darth Richard had to come and take me back home unless he wanted to get in trouble. I made him pay me to go back home :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HexMachina Posted August 22, 2014 Share Posted August 22, 2014 Ungh, its 1.00am now. I should sleep.But the spam, it calls me back :uhoh: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DreamSongs Posted August 23, 2014 Share Posted August 23, 2014 Poor woman! :rofl: Cough. Not that I don't have faith in your victory, my dear FoMN :D :lol: Here's the what's more likely game: that your bikini string gets torn on the beach or that you win a tttne race? :D :D Listen my friend...I have won my fair share of TTTNE races...nekkid, with no regard of my bikini strings... The problem is that Tater keeps throwing himself through slicers and into hot oil...I have no resistance to fried Taters..... edith....gently rocks Helena to sleep with a cup of chamomile tea....... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
First of My Name Posted August 23, 2014 Share Posted August 23, 2014 Because First, when my oldest, ruling brother took me to play golf, I only played through the 4th hole. At the 4th hole was a horse pasture with retired ponies that wanted wanted apples, sugar cubes and petting. The 4th hole was my experience of being a princess and being Eowyn until the 18th hole when Darth Richard had to come and take me back home unless he wanted to get in trouble. I made him pay me to go back home :DI trust you got a good deal :D Also, I didn't know Darth Richard was your brother! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HexMachina Posted August 23, 2014 Share Posted August 23, 2014 Listen my friend...I have won my fair share of TTTNE races...nekkid, with no regard of my bikini strings... The problem is that Tater keeps throwing himself through slicers and into hot oil...I have no resistance to fried Taters..... edith....gently rocks Helena to sleep with a cup of chamomile tea.......Potatoes are sturdy things, this is known. But one day, yes, one day soon, the gingers will have their victory :commie:I didn:t know Darth Richard (II?) as your brother :dunno: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gillio Posted August 23, 2014 Share Posted August 23, 2014 Wow. I read this quickly and mis-read pens, seeing penis instead. For a second, I marveled at the unique fundraising idea. Damn. I must learn not to try to speed read. Morning/Afternoon/Evening all!Goodness, it took long enough to choose a pen!! So I wasn't going to post this here, but I am feeling really good at the moment :D I mentioned getting size 10 shorts last night. well, I have spent the majority of the past 12 years as a size 20. I am also (unofficially) no longer overweight! I have spent the majority of the past 20 years overweight! So here are the new shorts :DYou look great! How do they fit all that fabulous in such a tiny frame?need a hug :grouphug:Hello everyone. I am home for this weekend. It feels good to recharge and relax, but I already miss the people at the school a little. I will see them again at Sunday though. Happy birthday to everyone who has had their birthday without me noticing. And happy friday to all of you :grouphug:I'm glad school is going so well for you! Happy Friday :grouphug: .Well I'm just going to go Hot Patootie over there by myself Are we allowed to eat members of the Spamily? If so I'd like two portions please Never. She is not going to leave me up here. She may not know this yet, but its true *nods* Finally: *flies off into the distance* You know, when the movie came out was the first I'd heard of Meatloaf! NO MORE MEDSPEAK until I start my chemotherapy renewal in September. Lany, I've got to do more research into the paleo diet thing with my diabetes. I found out today (at TNCC) about a local coop that provides seasonal, locally-grown, organic veggies and fruit AND bread. Great incentive for me, Sis, and the parents to eat healthier! To my bro...yeah...if one/both pupils are dilated and fixed and the other sluggish OR both are sluggish....yeah. Brain injury. If decorticate posturing is present, there is damage to the spinal cord. If decerebrate posturing is present, you still have a reasonable chance to save a life. If they are flaccid...well, check for an advanced directive. The hardest thing I had to swallow with this trauma course is this...We always try for the best outcomes with each individual patient. We throw everything at them. But then a disaster strikes... Disaster changes everything that you know. You have to assign your resources towards the greater good. Which means that you have to make a decision...if a person is unlikely to survive, then you only provide comfort care and focus on trauma patients that can survive with an intervention. I don't like the idea of playing with chances. In my scenario today, I had to let a 4 yr old die while I saved a 73 yr old man. My instincts were to do everything I could for the child...not for the elderly gentleman. The reality was that child's brain had already herniated and the man just needed a patent airway to stabilize. Scary ass shit and thank you for letting me share and get that out of my system. I think each and every one of you is awesome! Special for KiD and his lady! Bexy, not everyone can do what you do. The world needs people like you :grouphug: Legacy II sounds more like a small-time adventure to me, as opposed to the galaxy-wide conflict of Legacy I. A lot of people find the latter more interesting. Also, judging by the Star Wars Del Rey Facebook page and the Jedi Council forums, the reboot killed a lot of interest among long-time readers. I've read more than one post from readers who swore off the EU altogether because it wasn't canon anymore. I don't really mind the Hobbits, nor Eowyn, but I get where you're coming from.Thanks for your opinion. I was wondering if the albino thing was too much. I think I'm still going with the female pirate angle though.ETA: Of all the damn tunes in the world, I'm addicted to this one :drunk:: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhfrTlFhDA4 I have known a couple of albino's they avoid the sun so much, i doubt it'd be a pirate's life for them. Maybe she's just obsessive about having "ladylike white skin" Hello all and goodnight!I'd post more but right now I'm an emotional wreck, nobody gives a damn and I'll end up saying shit I don't really wanna say.This thread was mentioned elsewhere so I came to check it outValar Morghulis ladies and lords, knights, squires and w.e Hello and welcomeSo....I had a strange dream last night. All I vaguely remember is that my biodad was there belittling my mom and I was sent to get more alcoholic beverages. I hunted around the bar to find the pumpkin brew in 8 oz cans that my oldest brother was hiding from me. When I returned, everyone was older and I was suddenly on a dance floor VERY HAPPY, but I could hear them talking about me...and they said 'Poor thing...if she only knew that with every dance came Death'. So I am of two minds in interpreting this dream...the Danse Macabre (All Men Must Die) or death=change. Sorry...I don't usually ask for this kind of advice, but this summer has been turbulent with change in all of my aspects. I would like to know what those that hear from me daily think :) The beginning is your former life, the dance is your present life and you are on the right path so - very happy. the last part i'm in 2 minds, yes valar morghulis but also, people will always talk and disparage and try to sound wise. Funny till I started typing, I didnt know what to say! You are right...sitting around and moping will won't change your life. But being here will. We are all friends and we care about each other. Some of us have met in person; some of us have met in soul. This is a place where we meet and learn to care about each other. We provide encouragement and support to all members. If you have posted here, then you belong you and we will wait for you to open up. If you never come again, then that is OK as well. This is beautiful, can I sig it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RhaenysBee Posted August 23, 2014 Share Posted August 23, 2014 Listen my friend...I have won my fair share of TTTNE races...nekkid, with no regard of my bikini strings... mile tea....... What of my misfortunes? I was so close at least 5 times and won only once :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
First of My Name Posted August 23, 2014 Share Posted August 23, 2014 I have known a couple of albino's they avoid the sun so much, i doubt it'd be a pirate's life for them. Maybe she's just obsessive about having "ladylike white skin"Good point, thanks. What of my misfortunes? I was so close at least 5 times and won only once :DI have the same track record :bawl: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
N/A Posted August 23, 2014 Author Share Posted August 23, 2014 What of my misfortunes? I was so close at least 5 times and won only once :D i championed you once ! you hated that :lol: i won 3 times , all fair and square you jealous bastards ! :tantrum: Bexy what kind of weird ass torture porn are you imagining me in ?! :shocked: :leaving: thanks Gillio i really appreciate it :grouphug: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
First of My Name Posted August 23, 2014 Share Posted August 23, 2014 i won 3 times , all fair and square you jealous bastards ! :tantrum:Excuse me? I believe that one time, of the last 100 posts of the thread, you posted about 60 :P Not really fair and square is it? Anyways, I should have been in bed long ago, my bed and book are calling to me. Good night! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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